My Spiritual Journey

As the title suggests, this is simply a place where I write about my journey with God. I don't go to Bible College nor preached or whatsoever but I do believe in God. This is where I write about my experiences and you may just realise how flawed I am.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

My innermost feelings I pour out to you

I am a sinner...

Sometimes, I feel really drifted away from God
and it's not because God has forsaken me or given me up
but it's me
I disobey Him and happily take the path that I want
I know well enough that the path that God plans for me is better in the long run
Yet, the path that I am desiring to take seems sooo tempting

I really want to follow the path that God plan for me
I really do

But it's so hard
Everything that the world throws at me is another burden that I have to bear
My innermost feelings I cannot ignore
My innermost desires I cannot suppress

I just wanna have fun, yet that moment of fun
could easily turn me to some kind of irreversible mutated person

I'm striving but it's hurting
I know that Victory belongs to God
sooo, let's me take the right path
and help me not to be led astray

Iloveyou,Father
please help me stay focus on you

1 comment:

  1. irreversible mutated person??! guess Im too, and even the rapidly mutated type!! And even worse,there were countless things i did wrongly and sinfully!! But i gain strength from Him, so that im still standing tall to anwser the push from life!! You shouldnt let life push you around, even life does, you need to answer it strongly!! Believe Father stands behind you ,always!
    I love and care abt you! So be strong and be happy!! =P!
    Faithfully, P

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